When I Talk to YOU...

When I talk to you,
Toh Jaise Chaand khud Jameen par utar aya ho..
When I talk to you,
Toh jaise pehli Barsaat ke baad ka bheega sama ho..
When I talk to you,
Toh jaise pehli barsaat main bheega Mehtaab ho..
When I talk to you,
Toh jaise wahi Mehtaab apni roshni se mujhe nehlata ho..
When I talk to you,
Toh jaise barish ki boondein laab choomleti ho..
When I talk to you,
Toh jaise Mehtaab ki roshani main mehkta Gulab ho..
When I talk to you,
Toh jaise tumhare saasoon ki khushboo hawaon main bikhere ho..
When I talk to you,
Toh jaise wahi mehkti khushboo mere laab choomti ho..
When I talk to you,
Toh jaise jeene ki har ek umeed khil uthi ho..
When I talk to you,
Toh jaise tumhare saasoon ki dhun mere dil ki dhadkan bani ho..
When I talk to you,
Toh jaise thandiyoon ki subah main chamakti oos ho..
When I talk to you,
Toh jaise har taraf firdaus hi firdaus ho..
When I talk to you,
Toh jaise meri aakhein ek meh ka pyala ho..
When I talk to you,
Toh jaise har rut ki pehli dastak ho..
When I talk to you,
Toh jaise bhawraa aake kali ko choomta ho..
When I talk to you,
Toh main khud titali ban kar jhoom udi ho..
When I talk to you,
Toh jaise jungle main koyal ki kuk ho..
When I talk to you,
Toh jaise sawan main mai morani bankar nach uthi ho..
When I talk to you,
Toh jaise Nadiyaa main leher uthii ho..
When I talk to you,
Toh jaise tumhari Saundhisi haasi mere dil ki khushi bani ho..
When I talk to you,
Toh jaise tum mandir main khadi kishan ji ki moorat ho..
When I talk to you,
Toh main jaise usi mandir ka ek chotasa jaltaa diya ho..
When I talk to you,
Toh jaise kishan ji ke bhakti main Jogan ka ektara baaje ho..
When I talk to you,
Toh jaise main tumahre pyaar main Meera bane ho..
When I talk to you,
Toh jaise tumahare sajde main mai jhooki ho..
When I talk to you,
Toh jaise tumhare aandar ke khuda se ek ho chooki ho..
When I talk to you,
Toh jaise Kayamat se pehle Kayamat hui ho...
When I talk to you,
Toh jaise aab aur koi lafaz bayan karna baki na ho..

..Shabala Desh

Kissed by The Moon..

Moonlit...
Standing in the Moonlit Ivory...
Drenched in the lights of U..
Deep within it touched my heart..
And I got Kissed by the Moon...

..Shabala Desh

Imaan.. The TRUST in You...

Agar Aap na hote toh shayad aaj hum na hote....
Tumhi mere jine ki vajaha ho..
Tumhi mera Imaan ho...
Uss hi Imaan ke liye...

Imaan.. The TRUST in You...

Imaan,my Zindaagii..
Imaan hi Bandaagii..
Imaan, meri Chahat..
Imaan se bani Zindaagii ek Ayat..
Imaan my Dil, Imaan mera Khuda..
Imaan se hi Zindaagi ka har Sajdaa..
Imaan mera Dharam,Imaan mera Majhab..
Imaan meri Vajaha,Imaan mera Raab..
Imaan meri Ibadaat,Imaan sari Hakikat..
Imaan meri Taqat,Imaan se hi Zindaagi hai Jannat..
Imaan mere Dil ki Dhadkaan,Imaan mera Nagmaa..
Imaan se hi sare spandhan,Imaan mera Qalmaa...

-Imaan se "Imaan" ke liye..
..Shabala Desh

Walking In The Rains....

Drenching in the 1st summer rains..
Walking ahead leaving the dry dark past behind...
Walking I will reach the Real U one Day....
Coz Rains have Given me the power to walk away...
Walk away from the arid past that was never...
Quenching my thirst like it never did..
It rained Bigtime on this thirsty soul..
Soothing it to Solace from the wretches ov past..
Quieting the dragons of worries and fear...
It rained to set my memories clear...
Now with a new day and in a new way,
The rains spreading the cheers of the new way..
Walking in the Rains.. I ll reach the Real U one Day...

The Moon Light Song..

In the midnight hours,
And the cool breezes flowing,
The Moonlight glowing,
The Silence personifies.. n starts speaking...

In the gleaming moonlight Ivory,
I write this song,
The Song of Reflections,
The Song of Moonlight...

The Moon peeps in through the Window,
The Window of my Heart..
And lit my room to a blissful Romance.
The Room of my life now lit by Your Divine presence..

My room, The Theatre..
Floors of my room,The screen for tonite..
Actors,Me n The Moon in the lambent moonlight..
The floors of my room now screening the play of Divine Romance..

The Moon far away from me,But still with me forever..
Far from beyond the skies,Right onto the floors,
Fall projections of the penchanting Moon..
And brings the moon so closest to me..

So happy I touch the projections on screen,
Not realising that those were Refelections..
The moment I try to Hold the Silver screen,
The projections disappear....

Leaving me all alone, Pondering over...
"So Far ,yet so Near" n "So Near , yet so Far"
For me You are just like the reflection of moon...
"So Far ,yet so Near" n "So Near , yet so Far"

And then it makes me realise...
"Sacrifice,but not obsession is Tru Love..."

Still sitting and pondering over...
N then i realize...
The Moon doesnt have a light of its own...
But it reflects the one from the Sun...

Sun, the mighty Sun, gives light to all..
Does it without any expectations..

Thinking of the Sun, the Realization dawns...
"You wer the Moon and I was the Sun...
Singing the moonlight song..Giving away the Glory of my Life...."

-Shabala Desh

Timeless..

The Beauty in Your Eyes.. Timeless,
The Truth that You are.. Timeless,
The Depth of Your Thoughts.. Timeless,
The Radiance of Your Aura.. Timeless,
The Vibration of Your Soul.. Timeless,
The Faith that You hold.. Timeless,
The Selfless endeavors that You Pour.. Timeless,
The Endless Love that You give .. Timeless,
The Tender care of Yours.. Timeless,
The Feeling of Well Being that You induce.. Timeless,
The Words of Wisdom You speak.. Timeless,
The Healing Voice of Yours.. Timeless,
The Song of Life You taught me.. Timeless,
Timeless is The Moment when I Rest on Your Shoulders,
Timeless become the countless Stars when we are Together,
Timeless is the Realization of Being when I m with you,
Timeless I become... when I Lay My Life for You....


-Shabala Desh
3:15 pm 9th April, 2008

d Leaf..

Floating endlessly in the infinite skies of Being..
Searching a place to rest for...
But don't want to land as-
"Just another leaf in the Autumn foliage..."
So what If you Shed me away just like that...
I Have d Faith... n that ll carry me to hands that Care...
The tender hands of His that await me...
In His hands I ll be resting Forever...
Resting,Yet evolving in the Phases Of Life...
Away from dwelling in the Past that was Never...
Evolving, I'll mark an Identity Of Own..
The Identity of "d Leaf, d Golden Leaf.. Flo@t!ng in InFiN!ty of Being"...
Then.. When with a Golden Mark..
The Realization dawns.. u LOST d Leaf.. d Leaf Of Life..

-Shabala Desh..

The Strings...

Being Distinct, Still being One..
The Strings between us get the differences Undone...
Being apart, Still being together..
The Strings are what that tie us together...
The Strings Of Love..
The Strings Of Hope..
The Strings Of Faith..
The Strings Of Trust..
The Strings Of Being..
The Strings Of Life and The Beyond...
The Strings Of Cosmic Unification -d Unification with Divine..
The Strings Vibrate and they Resonate..
The Strings speak the existence Of Divine...
The evils do vibrate to break up the Strings..
But the Power of Cosmic withholds EVERYTHING...

-Shabala Desh..

@mAdNeSs INC.. d inspiration behind my madNess

madNess is @ flowing along the stream but possessing the faith n power to control the flow of the stream..
madNess is @ knowing the difference between sane insane and d insane sane, n following the sane insanity till the last breath!!!
madNess is @ thrill.. madNess is @ being in adventure..
madNess is @ coloring up sketches from ur dreams to the BEING of reality-The Existence! madNess is @ knowing the eternal immortal..
madNess is @ d 'trust I have' in you..
madNess is @ The one and only Invincible Truth- d SATYA..
madNess is @ realizing that the power within U is the power beyond infinity..
madNess is @ realizing the microscopic element of the macroscopic infinity of Being..
madNess is @ awaking the insane sane to the sanity of Being Insane..
madNess is @ realizing the power of Creation!!
madNess is @ kicking the ass of stagnation and set it into evolving Creation..
madNess is @ d strength in emotions..
madNess is @ power of WORDS..
madNess is the eye in the 'I'.. madNess is the 'U' in the us..
madNess is unity with divine.. mAdNeSs INC 4 ever.

-Shabala
3/18/2008, 0:39:09 AM

@ some realizations..

Its the TRUTH d invincible SATYA that unfolds d realizations..... n these realizations are what make you knowledgeable and happy in the end...
-Shabala De..

@madNess.. about a guy called madNess

@madNess..
This guy called madNess is madness defined,personified,Inc. known him for sometime now n realized that....
@being madNess is really being in madness n following ur heart till the end..
@being madNess is about enjoying the journey to the hilt..
@being madNess is about being in the most purest form ever..
@being madNess is about faith that never ends..
@being madNess is about being spontaneous,impulsive n instinctive n just let flow..
@being madNess is about spreading the wings of madness and FLYING up high in ecstasy.. @being in madNess is about being in madness but still being in a state of bliss..
@being madNess is about proving yourself..
@being madNess is about attaing the immortal..
@being madNess is about The Blitz- the flash of life..
@being madNess is about Spreading activation of madNess n enrapturing d incognizant non-madNess into d cognizant,tranced embrace of madNess which beguiles u from d mad non-madNess..
@being madNess is about being there as a frienz4ever..
@being madNess is about just being you.. the real you..

-Shabala
3/7/08

Those were the best days of my life!!!

Today it was a very nice day indeed!! Not to forget that it was 'Guru Pournima'..
Met all my childhood friends..Actually we used to meet each other in general.. But today we all had gone back down to those past lanes which we all cherished the most!!! Really those days were just like butterfly... very much delicate, colorful and flew off like the butterfly itself..
It was really very good time spent today...Enjoyed the bhel-pani-puri stuff :)
Wonder how innocent were those days.. None ever wished bad for anyone.. Whatever fights we had back then are now just a part of sweet memories.. Even those tiny little fights are now cheered by all and we laughed over them like kids...
Those games we played... the peruche zaad, lokhanda-pani, dagad-ka-mati, dabba-ais-pais, bhojja, pari-pari, tipi-tipi-tip-top, London-London-Istop, Zunja-Munja, langadi, lagori, ghar-ghar, dance-dance, the space shuttle and those warships on the peruche zaad.. n the most comedy was... Rangeet Bhoot :D And not to forget the....
"Ini Mini Maka Re,
Johnny Chikka Akka Pakka,
Ugly Bugly Bush,
N Out Goes you.... " :D

and for looser at the den...
"Amcha Rajja Kayku... Dherya Mamachi Baikoo..." :D ( used to be for me many a times... :D )

and for the lapachapi game...
"Gadyaa Gadyaa Majhyaa varcha Rajyaa Vachaav.."

Really Those Were The Best Days Of My Life!!!
There were no tensions, no hustles n bustles.. Life was just a pleasant flow of happenings... Now certainly life has changed a lot.. None has remained that innocent. Everyone is busy with their own chores. But certainly we should meet like this regularly. From today's gathering the gist to be learnt is that we must try to remain as innocent as small children are. We must be loyal,truthful like these small kiddies are. Sure they give back the love 'n' affection given to them. Similarly we must also try to realize what people around us are doing for us and we must be thankful to them about that and we must keep in mind that - 'we should reciprocate all the love and affection we get...'
So let me stop for today... But on n all a very nice day to cherish!! God Bless All!!

-Shabala
13-07-2003

Enlightening Moments and Thoughts...

Risen Up! Risen Up!!
Wake up from the slumber..
Unmask the real you hidden inside!!
An Awakening beckons!!
A zealous awakening which will put all your endeavours to Zenith Of Success!!
Risen up!! Soar high!!!
Soar that high, that you envisage the whole world in one glance and be able to detangle from all the vice..
And then, when en route to the Ultimate podium of Achievement n Success, be firmly grounded to your roots..
And this only my dear, is the key to enliven us and further trigger us to Keep Going!!!

-Shabala
Dec'06